well well well...last post was kinda shitty...argh...tml having my 3033.1 peri-op presentation...kinda nervous cos i'm scare and not confident..i dont know why...maybe nowadays getting more and more out of hand...haiz....sucks...all the probs its like getting higher higher...quarrel with my mother and rest of the shit...cant be bother anymore...wonder when can i feel numb...i wanna be numb and forget everything...perhaps one day i will breakdown and forgo everything..hahaha...dont talk anymore..kinda sadded now...and stressed too...with studies, presentation, social life and family life...i wanna get out of this place...argh...basically life now is sucky...
